I have no way of knowing, but I strongly suspect that the Christian God is not watching over this world. Our universe is filled with horrors. It is filled with people who undergo unfathomably terrible experiences causing them to lose faith, and consequently—according to theologians—people who will not be welcomed at the pearly gates.
So God allows rape and torture to happen. He watches over every last minute of it and says, “I will do nothing to stop your misery though I am able. And if you still do not love me after this awful experience, I will damn you to an experience even worse.”
Even if God didn’t stop the rape and torture, wouldn’t it be reasonable to ask he at least does not condemn its apostate victims to an ever worse fate? Does an omnipotent god need his ego stroked above all else? Even the individual rights of his own creations are below this egotism?
If God wants to be worshipped, then he should be worth worshipping. I see no convincing evidence for a both benevolent and omnipotent god in this universe.